Lamppost

-when I was young I lived at 12 James Cook Street, Havelock North, New Zealand -Captain James Cook was the first to chart New Zealand in his ship the Endeavour -like I design space -on the steps to our front door was our own lamppost -my earliest memory was of coming to live in our new home for the first time. And straight away in a lower kitchen cupboard finding a tin of Griffins Sampler biscuits -maybe like the out of it night I spent taken to the Hospital by a -SUPERMARKET / SECURITY Guard / SUSIE -maybe as in SUSAN STEVENS and LUCIFER -after that evening being told to spend money no longer on comics but a lot on Groceries. And I bought $120 but the money didn't come on my card until just after 9pm. I was getting on my bike but felt almost like collapsing -part of it that night was like Thirsty Thursday I remembered up in fields from that address I saw lying in a ditch the full skeleton of a man -maybe it means -James / Flames. Cook / Cook. The LAMP. My current home acts as a security for me -but maybe only cuts in if really needed -the $120 of Groceries / Cook / maybe if needed at some point Groceries will appear in my home -Cook / Cock- and medication for my constipation -Endeavour / End Cosgrove -James Cook / Jenney Crook -Lamppost / Amp Posts on my Blogs. At least maybe one day -Lamppost / Amp Posts being film and music titles on media I get -Endeavour / Garden of Eden where I think my home is -Endeavour / Rock of Eternity. Maybe connected to the list of super hero powers I want. Worked out first letter of once special themed rooms of my home the same as first letters of the powers I want -the earliest memory of finding the tin of Griffins Sampler biscuits / like going out to the supermarket that night to buy a lot of Groceries. And the idea if needed Groceries will start appearing in my home -these ideas might only be able to start if really needed -and taken up to the Hospital over night for 7 hours. Like setting things up for me I went to Hospital for about 3 weeks -my home when young at 12 James Cook Street, Havelock North. Captain James Cook first charted New Zealand -on the steps to our front door our own Lamppost -like Captain Cook charted New Zealand a Trident as in Atlantis -in the Little Mermaid films the villain the Sea Witch looked like Robyn Karfa -a once Support Home Staff member who organized a trip for me with another Staff member to the US -she really set it up to get me to lose a lot of money. I thought in the back of my mind I wouldn't enjoy it much. But didn't click on this to cancel the trip. A trip like Captain James Cook came here -the night in Washington / Revelations DC I got 'lost' at each of 3 Memorials or Monuments -Robyn / Robbing. Staff member Charles Harrison came with me -maybe saying there is no real truth to the Bible but Revelations / Robyn / Harrison about me -the Lamppost on the steps to the front door. Like a Trident -maybe this too says there is no real truth to the Bible apart from references to me